The first of the ranks of the journey of servititude
(ubûdiyah) is awakening, which is alarming and stirring up of the heart from the sleep of heedlessness. By Allâh, how
priceless is that revitalising alarm! How valuable and indispensable for the journey! Whoever experiences it, by Allâh, he
has indeed experienced the breeze of success. Without experiencing it, every one is lost in heedlessness. His hearing is asleep
while his eyes appear awake. It is this blessed alarm that wakes one up and makes him a seeker of Allâh. The seeker now rolls
up his sleeves and musters up his courage to set out on the journey to Allâh, station by station.
Perhaps it is this rising up from sleep that
is mentioned in the following Qur'ânic verse:
"Say: I exhort you only to one
thing, that you rise up for Allâh's sake in twos and singly, then ponder; there is no madness in your fellow citizen (Muhammad);
he is only a warner to you before a severe chastisement." [34:46]
The first realisation that illuminates the
seeker upon this awakening is the immensity of gifts of Allâh upon him. The believer's heart glances at the gifts and bounties
of Allâh and is overwhelmed by his own sense of inability to even count them, let alone thank Allâh for them all. The second
realisation is the realisation of the inadequacy of his gratitude and worship to Allâh. These realisations are in fact both
the cause and the effect of the first station of awakening. As the believer (alternatively, the seeker, for there is no difference
between the two, every believer is indeed a seeker of Allâh – tr.) advances on his journey and as his heart is sharpened
by these two realisations, it becomes incumbent upon him to notice more and more the innumerable inner and outer, open and
hidden gifts of Allâh and recognise his own shortcoming in thanking the Giver adequately. These two realisations make the
seeker actualise the supplication of the Prophet, may the prayers and blessings of Allâh be upon him, in which he said:
"(O Allâh), I admit Your bounties upon me, and I admit my sin, so forgive me, for no one can forgive but You!" (al-Bukhârî)
At this point, one realises why this supplication is indeed the master of all supplications for forgiveness (as the Prophet
has told us). The believer also realises at this point that if Allâh were to punish all the dwellers of Heavens and the Earth,
He would not be in the wrong. If, on the other hand, He were to exonerate and reward them all, his reward and mercy would
far exceed their deeds. The believer, therefore, realises that he must be ever mindful of Allâh's bounties and his own shortcomings.
NONE ENTERS IT EXCEPT THE PURE
The seeker inevitable realizes his sins and
failings, and feels that he is in serious danger on account of them. He remembers Almighty Allâh's censure for those who forget
the verses of Allâh after they have been reminded of them:
"And who is more wrongful than
one who is reminded of the verses of Allâh, yet he evades them, and forgets what is awaiting him." [18:57]
Once the seeker is fully cognizant of his offences,
he rolls up his sleeves to compensate for what has been lost. He breaks off the shackles of sins with the strength of istighfâr
(seeking forgiveness) and penance. He yearns for purification, just like the purification of gold and silver from impurities
when they are burnt, so that he may enter the paradise prepared by his Lord for him, for nothing impure can ever enter the
"…those whose lives the
angels take in a state of purity, saying (to them), "Peace be on you, enter the Garden, because of (the good) which you did
(in the world)." [16:32]
This purification is carried out by four means:
(1) repentance by turning away from sins (tawbah), (2) actively seeking forgiveness (istighfâr), (3) good deeds
that erase the bad ones, (4) and calamities that efface the sins. If one is purified by these four means, he becomes of those
who is greeted and congratulated y the angles upon death, and assured by them of his abode in the Paradise, and that he shall
see grief and fear no more. Without any of these four, one's repentance is not complete and is not likely to be enough to
counter balance his sins.
After one's death, when he is in the state
of Barzakh (the state between death and the Final Day), his sins may be effaced by the following: (1) funeral salâh
for him performed by the faithful, (2) the trials of the grave (may Allâh protect us from this), (3) what his brothers from
the Muslims present to him after his death, of virtuous deeds, like charity, Hajj, fasting, recitation of the Qur'ân
and salâh on his behalf. The jurists agree that the charity and supplications of the living will reach him and benefit
him after his death. Majority include Hajj in this list, while the Hanâbilah include all good deeds in this
list; the Hanbalî way being the most liberal of all in this matter.
Those who are still not purified by these means,
may be purified by the dreadfulness of the Day of Resurrection or by intercession of those whom Allâh will allow to intercede
that Day, and finally and most importantly, by the pardoning of his Most Forgiving Lord.
If one's sins are still remaining, the Fire
or the purgatory then purifies him, the extent of this punishment being proportional to one's sins. When one is cleansed of
sins and corruption, and all that is left is pure and good, he is now entered into the Paradise, into which one but the pure
THREE PARTS OF THE REALISATION
The first of the two realisations, the recognition
and appreciation of Allâh's endless bounties, is assisted by three things: the light of intellect, Allâh's favors, and consideration
of the suffering of less fortunate people.
The light of intellect is the light that caused
one's soul to wake up in the first place. One is able to appreciate the bounties of Allâh only as much as the strength of
this light allows him. Some may not realise Allâh's bounties except in ordinary things like food, clothing, safety and their
standing in the society. Such people may not have even a piece of this light from Allâh, for the real bounty to consider and
appreciate is the bounty of Islâm, of Îmân, of Allâh's message, of the opportunity to remember Him and the honour
to obey Him. This faith is the supreme bounty and gift of Allâh, and one cannot see it expect with the illuminated inner eye.
Sensing the rays of Allâh's favors through
the clouds of mundane life and darkness of the desiring self is the second part of appreciation. One observes the unfortunate
people who are heedless of Allâh, or lost in innovations (ibtida') and forgotten the essence of the Dîn of Allâh.
Such disbelievers and innovators are indeed greater in misery and suffering than those who are dying of starvation and disease.
Once the seeker realises the misery of the misguided, he realises the immensity of Allâh's mercy upon him to have guided him,
for things are known through their opposites.
THE SECOND REALISATION: OUR SHORTCOMINGS
The second of the two realisations associated
with the Awakening of a believer is the realisation of one's sins, which again is assisted by three things. Realising the
greatness of the Truth, knowing oneself, and certainty in Allâh's admonitions.
Realising His greatness from the core of one's
heart is the key to understanding the enormity of defying Allâh, the Most High. If one contemplates in the greatness
of Allâh and his own infirmity and weakness before Allâh, and his need for Allâh at every moment of his life, the enormity
and wrongness of his sins becomes glaringly obvious. Knowing the nothingness of one's own self before Allâh, therefore, is
an essential step in abandoning sins.
The axis of all success is belief in Allâh's
promises and admonitions; and if this belief dwindles or weakens in the heart, so does any hope for success. Allâh has clearly
told us that His verses and signs are of benefit only to those who believe in His promises and warning and fear the punishment
of the afterlife:
"Indeed, in these there is a
sign only for those who feared the Punishment of the Hereafter," [11:103]
"You are a warner exclusively
for those who fear it (the Last Day)." [79:45]
Those deserving of salvation in this world
and in the Hereafter are none but those who believe in and fear the admonition of Allâh:
"And We will establish you (the
believers) on the Earth after them (the disbelievers), that is the reward for those who feared meeting Me, and feared my admonition."
REMORSE OF THE LOST MOMENTS
One of the highest grades of this Awakening
is the realisation of the lost days of one's life, which leads to the commitment to compensate for the lost time and fill
the remaining days with goodness and virtue. Such an awakened soul then is miserly about wasting even an hour, indeed even
a breath, in anything that is not helpful in its journey to Allâh. Every wasted moment is a regret and loss on that Day and
a hindrance on the journey to Allâh.
Three things enhance the remorse for the lost
days and the concern to compensate for them in the remaining days of one's life; knowledge, responsiveness to admonition,
and company of the righteous. The more one knows the worth of deeds and enormity of their consequences, the more he realises
the worth of his loss. Similarly, one's responsiveness to the admonisher of his heart (according to a hadîth of the
Prophet, every believer has an admonisher in his heart who warns him against possible sins) determines how much he can improve.
The company of people who have great concern for the condition of their hearts and determination to reach the highest levels
is another great help in the path of the seeker.
Thus ends the description of the first station
(maqâm) of the Madârij (ranks) of the seekers of Allâh.